My Sweet Daughter January 31, 2007

At first I wanted our first kid to be a boy. I think because I don’t have an older brother and I kind of envy my friends who did.

So, I want my 2^nd child (which I thought would be a girl) to have a big brother.

But, I gave birth to a girl!

No, I wasn’t disappointed at all. She was too lovely, too sweet, too cute to be disappointed about.

And now, she is even sweeter.

She is more like a friend to me even though she’s very young. She knows when I feel blue and try all her might to cheer me up. She knows whenever I feel tired, she jumped right away to help me.

Oh God, I don’t know having a daughter could be this beautiful.

Can’t wait to see other miracles from having a son.

I’m not good in scrapbooking January 30, 2007

I have a friend who can make beautiful scrapbooks. She is super creative.

And me? Well, I have to admit that my daughter might make a better srapbook than I do.

I mean, I like it but it’s just I don’t have the talent. I’m not clean enough, you can find some glue over the papers and stuff. I’m lazy. It takes a week just to get 2 pages done.

But, it has some advantages…;)

My daughter never asks me to help her with her creativity related kind of homework. Daddy’s the hero for that. Yeah, my husband is a lot more creative than I am. Lucky me!

How Do You Start Your Monday? January 29, 2007

I always start this ‘amazing’ day with a smile. Especially today.

My son’s getting a lot better. Remember, since Thursday night he didn’t feel well. Last Saturday he was vomiting a couple of times. But now, he’s a lot better although he’s still not going to school yet.

That means, another day with my son. And, I start it with a smile.

Early… January 26, 2007

Yup, I woke up a little bit earlier today. I need to check on my kid who said that he didn’t feel well last night. It seemed that he got a fever. It means that he cannot go to school and I will have to be at home all day long to accompany him playing any games he wants to.

Not only that, he also will probably ask for ’special food’ like he always did whenever he was feeling sick. So, I have to dig in my recipe books.

In a way, it can be interesting since believe it or not, I miss being alone with my kids, one of them, just like when they were babies. On weekend, I have to share the day with my husband, and two kids at the same time. But, today, there will only be me and my son.

It is beautiful. *just hope that he won’t be too sick to spend a lovely day just with me*

Are you a better person? January 24, 2007

This question was asked by a friend. And, know what…I couldn’t answer it right away. I needed some time to respond.

That was scaring me to death. Why can’t I know if I’m becoming a better person or not?

Well, I’m nice. I think, I am. But, there are times when I also say bad things, like swearing to a bad driver or such.

Then, I discussed this with my husband. He convinced me that I AM a better person. He said that I was such a lousy chef and he used to prefer not to eat the meal I prepared for him, now he can.

Does that make me a better person?

I guess he was just trying to calm me down.

I’m still thinking now.

What?!!! January 23, 2007

Everyone must have experienced a high school romance. I did.

But, thank God, this high school boy friend of mine (and his whole family) decided to leave town. That means, the chance that I meet him again is getting less and lesser.

My husband is a jealous man. He terribly is. I wouldn’t like it if he knows a lot about my pass, especially the romance part.

Unfortunately this won’t last forever. I’ve just heard from my high school best friend that my high school boyfriend is coming back town. Worse, he is single.

Well, that shouldn’t change anything at all. But, remember, my DH is a jealous man!

And, know what? Last night, I saw him! My husband, the kids and I went to our favorite restaurant and he was there. I couldn’t enjoy the food for I was praying all the time for him not to see me.

I know, I sound silly. But, I’m happy with my life now, without no one that my husband can be jealous about.

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By the way, my husband gave me a new Ipod last night. Isn’t he a sweet guy?

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*That sweet guy of mine doesn’t know that I have a blog*

List of things I must do today January 22, 2007

The kids and my hubby left already. Now, I’m here on my own, as usual.

So…I made this boring list:

• Read a book (any book at all…I’ll just close my eyes and pick one from the shelf)
• Kinda exercise (not hard one, simply move my body a bit)
• Clean up (like I always do, every single day!)
• Continue learning to paint (yeap, I’ve been learning to paint (an autodidact, I am) for about 2 months now…still no better result, my kids still think that their paintings are better than mine)
• Sleep (I need it!)

What about your list? Are they as interesting as mine?

Start This New Day in This Big Universe January 19, 2007

Let me ask you, how do you start your day?

I started mine by playing with my cat, then preparing breakfast for my children. Sounds boring, doesn’t it?

It does, only if I don’t enjoy it.

I enjoy it. So, it’s not that boring.

Everyday is a happy day, however you start it.

Just by believing in it, you’d enjoy living in this big universe.

Have a great day, and, a wonderful weekend.

*I love weekends, too*